January 4, 2010

Well learning that you have been in an abusive relationship for the last 10 years was very hard to accept. So the last time we fought it was really bad... he ended up hurting me and doing some serious damage to my wrist, been off work since 12/6/09 this happened on 11/28/09. Since that incident he has finally moved out and is living with his parents or his girlfriend not sure which. All I know is I have not seen him since he hurt me.

I wish I could say when this is all over we will be friends again, but I don't see that happening. So he ended up getting arrested and had to pay $5,000 bail so he could be with his kids on Christmas, I guess that was nice of him. Now this is the man I spent my whole life either with or trying to get, he always left me I never left him. So since he moved out he decided he would only see the kids on the weekend when he wasn't working. Well that didn't last long he was pretty consistent up until I asked for them for one weekend so I could go do something fun with them, then he threw a fit and just stopped taking them. Now mind you his parents are on his side and I am the crazy bitch that lies and causes all this drama in their sons life.

It was December 18th the kids last day of school he came an picked up Ciara and took just her to Disneyland since Tyler had a Cub Scout christmas party to go to. So Aaron and Jenn and Ciara all went to Disneyland and they stayed at his girlfriends house, now here is what I dont' understand I know we are together anymore but why did he have to go sleep with Jenn with Ciara in the room, that is so wrong in my eyes and I hope in everyone else's eyes. So dealing with my 9 year old seeing her dad get in bed with another woman that is not her mom was devasting to both of us. He will never ever learn. there is a time and place for everything.

January 3, 2010

Have you ever wonder how things go so wrong so fast.... Well looking back at my life I know why now. So to start this off my name is Roxanne D'Aoust I was well I thought I was happily married for 10 years. But on May 26th 2009 my husband filed for Divorce. I never thought he would do this to our family. Oh I forgot to mention we have four kids, Lauryn 16, Ciara 9, Tyler 8 and Luc 6. He wasn't willing to work on our marriage or go to counseling again he just wanted out.

Well I had been having my doubt about his faithfulness to me and I was right. He had met someone else who changed everything. Now I am not innocent by no means, I did find guys online to make him jealous but he didn't care. He just kissed me good bye and told me to be careful. So at that point I new things were not turning around for us. So in continued doing what I was doing and he continued doing what he was doing and we shared the kids. Well on July 4th he had his dad serve me divorce papers, in these papers it said he would have primary custody of the kids which meant I would move out and he would keep the house and the kids. I was not agreeing to that at all, I do everything for them he was not getting to keep them.

Okay so that was then. So now things got worse he never moved out and he continued seeing this girl and coming home to me around 3am or 2am or whenever he felt like or sometimes not at all. He had anger issues and it was very bad when we fought.